If you must know I am having an internal battle against this place. I feel I am a character in a book in which my choices and behaviour is affected by the setting. What I feel now is as dark as this place and to be honest, I have nothing inspiring to say or write at this very moment. However, I still would like to think that there is still a small spark of light in me that will be enough to brighten this day. At least I am hoping, but I am not so sure.