Is it the attitude, the perception of things, or is it what is around you that makes it hard to cultivate the right approach? If it is attitude, then there is something definitely wrong with me. I would call me lazy, unimaginative, boring, weak, unresourceful, dormant, slob, unproductive, uninterested or uninteresting. But change the place, the surrounding, where all the right and needed elements are present, and a glorious life shall sprout from within--- fun, wonderful, charming, cheerful, energy-filled, active, vibrant.

If I were a plant, I am now wilting.

But I am not a plant. But I am wilting, slowly losing colors, fading luster and beauty, bowing down, hardly standing, holding on to dear life, dreaming, wanting, waiting for that spring time sunshine.